The truth is, I can't live without the INTERNET!!

everyday in my daily live, waking up, tidying myself then straight go to open my laptop to surf the net... INTERNET.. what an interesting phenomena, it is something that DO exist BUT in reality, we cannot see it physically.. more or less in real life.. It's kind of alter world of our very own planet so called earth... but what is it that draws us mostly to internet of all things?? to answer this question, I need to reflect to myself about my relationship with the internet.

*weird.. all of sudden I feel dizzy @_@*

Progress Azam tahun ne...*garuk kepala*

1. GPA sampai 3.7++, setelah dicabar oleh PA

Turun pla sem ne... aduii... ndapa sem depan ada can lagi, dun give up!!

2. Rutin Harian lebih konsisten, maksudnya nda lupa cuci muka, berus gigi, ngan hal2 yg sewaktu dgnnya ahahaa.. tp serius ne sbb perkara ne sudah jarang sa tekankan.

Tpksa blajar disiplin balik ne..ish


3. Melayani-Nya dgn lebih mendalam, maksudnya rajin2 baca bible (seminggu 3 kali pastu tiap2 hari lah), p church (sebagai perlayanan yg sa mampu lakukan) dan bt confession, sa masih br so sa blum ada experience pasal bhgn itu.

Time management still on progress... paham2 ja lah

4. Belajar balik Bahasa Mandarin ngan Jepun, at least 1 day is dedicated to revise a bit of both these language.

x buat tapi perasan jg ada improvement sikit, at least buli paham la bila dgr bhs2 ne dipertuturkan

5. Improve my Emotional Intelligence, speech, and my critical thinking skills.
ON progress

6. Jumpa PA seminggu sekali, sedaya upaya cari masalah pas tu berundinglah ngan dia. Kalau teda tue jan la pandai2 p kacau bha kan?
ON progress

7. Tambah berat badan!! Yg sebenarnya sa rs ok suda sbb smakin kurus, cuma tinggal mau tambah kepejalan otot jak ahahahhaa.. biar tough 2 badan sket.
Batal!! Tukar kpd senaman lah


8. Re-plan hajat mau daki Gunung Kinabalu.
Budget n scope problem

9. Kumpul duit sket2 mau pg Oversea, kena check status passport dlu la ne.

Bru tpg Singapore, mau pg Jepun ne
10. Belajar naik basikal, kalau pandai suda, beli second hand punya.. kalau bru punya nda mampu wei.
Stakat ne masih pakai kaki

11. Expand my network connection little by little, guna facebook la sbg main tools dia uhuhuhu.
On progress

12. Be a bit expressive, don't care what other's think without challenging their sensitivity. Progress infinite

13. Blajar sket pasal Microsoft Project. Not started >.<

14. Blajar sket pasal grooming technique. still 1% progress

Let's learn the truth... for real this time

The truth is.... I think more than speak and write, I observe rather than participate, I listen rather than hear...

Truth is....I'm just a weak parasite, living by depending on others and at the same time doesn't have own space of life..

Truth is, I'm selfish, more than others can imagine, i put myself first, never once others..

Truth is, I'm a coward... a true coward who easily gets demotivated when something goes wrong..

If these truths ever become lie.. then I am the most grateful of all

Thinking of terminating my blog >.>

maybe blogging is simply not my thing, perhaps its just a mischievous way of thinking.. well lets see, if there's no update within a month of this blog... consider it dead already *shoots*

The truth is, I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!!!

seriously, whatever that is happening around me doesn't seems to bother me at all,

festive season? Marriage? that shit has nothing to do with me at all!!!
Who are you to call yourself my brother you freaky selfish bastard!!!
I dont recall having any siblings.. you just saying whatever pleases you... n thats y I enjoyed myself by not responding to you, I knew that annoys you so much as i do whenever you were pestering me to follow whatever you said.... blarggghhh.. makes me wanna throw up you sleazy fella!!!