little things about my blog

If you're reading this blog of mine now, I can assure you that you guys are one of few ppl to read mine.. I have my own reason for this..

Firstly, I dislike publicity, I won't go around the net or even real world to ANNOUNCE that I have my own blog, that's not going to happen for now, you see the only place i ever reveal my blog is at friendster, CVSF forum blog, its to show (and I mean it) that I support this community truthfully, and my family also. About frienster, I only add someone I really know dear readers..

Secondly, I rarely update much from my blog, its due to uncontrolled situations.. I really dont like the non-up-to-date stuff ehehehe, that's why I don't want to bother someone who have the particular perspective like me to read my late updated blog.

Third, I have both strong and biased opinion about certain issues, and sometimes I may become a b*tch who just say things without considering the effects from my action. I'm a very careful person if I'm rational at my best, and things go "hell" If I'm not. Try reading through my entries and guess which post is describing my mood was.. you will know straight away. A warning though, don't try to test me after this about it, I may dislike you forever, as I did to someone... I'll tell you about it, its a long story. Trying to "repair" your image to me may take forever unless you can show your sincerity.

Fourth, come on! Do you really have time to read these entry of mine? Well if you do, thank you very much. I'm honoured. BUT I feel its better to do smt else than reading this ahahaa. This blog is MAINLY and ONLY about myself! Not others! I wont tell you about how great my friend is, how beautiful she/he is, how they helped me etc etc.. seriously, i don't want to ruin their privacy even the slightest. They may don't mind but things happen sooo.. that it!!!

Lastly, I'm all about freedom, freedom to choose how to do it and why doing it, regardless of other's ppl opnions.

I'm supposed so...maybe

sa tulis dalam Melayu la k??

Tiket kapal suda diawalkan, ponsikou mama ku sayang <3

Minggu ne ada kuiz dan TEST Math... Uii na~~ bagussss -bagusss (dalam hati mcm mau lari jak hehhe)

Rabu ne ada Product Exibithion for Technical English, sa kira rasa yakin juga la, cuma takut kurang markah, 40% markah banyak gilaaa tue!! O_o

Minggu ne, spatutnya bt presentation utk POM, =_=" lum buat lagiiiii la, astaga..

Quiz linear programming, tulung laa buat khamis ne!!! Astaga ada reheasal MPC lagiii adui yai!!


Hehe sa sbnrnya tak juga cemas2 ne, saja mau luahkan beban di hati, byk pikir2 pun tak guna ooo.. tau da

Aduiii Sedy nyaaa~~~

I recently check my "black market" website and just know that I cant purchase the book I wanted soo much to read anymoreee TT^TT. I really hated the politician for doing this to us the minority. Cmon la y being soo childish, its soo hard to go to the suppliers country, me havent come out from this country yet!! to order it online of coursela impossible cause the CUSTOM really likes to consificate anything that looks suspicious to them.. wasting money and effort only doing that, moreover i dun have credit card, i'm not that rich of a family, got student loans to add, need to pay back again WITH interest..

I just know about this news that was posted weeks ago, and I'm still shaking with agony, the real truth is, I dont have choice anymore,the choices left are go to other country that has local stores to buy them for the translated version, chasing conventions, go to Japan to buy the raw versions... which requires MONEY!! Which I dun have.. tsk tsk


Seriously, If I got the chance, I'm willing to give up my nationality and get out of here!!!

Thats how fustrated i am now...

Jaga mulut tu skeeet!!!

Sa ndak sekali-kali akan mengatakan apa yang dituturkan melalui lidah saya adalah "bersih" belaka, selalu juga terkeluar ayat2 yang kurang manis didengar, iyala kalau tengah bengong ka "hot" ka? Kalau ok ja mood sa, mana sa mau buang air liur sa berkata-kata kasar ne?

Mesti kamurang tertanya-tanya ne napa sa tiba2 cakap pasal ne? Ada la bha segelintir orang yang sa kenal ne,dia ne kan, adui nda sayang mulut betul.... cakap ikut sedap mulut saja, ada satu kali "kepedasan" lidah dia tu ditujukan kepada saya, bah dia buat macam tu sa rasa macam mau balas ja dengan kata2 yang lebih hebat lagi alla, mimang muka dia pun bikin panas masa tuh dui dui dui... kalau ikutkan hati mau ja sa tampar muka dia.. nah ne skrg yang time sa tulis ne pun sa masi marah kat dia ne~~ dalam hati ja laa, buat apa tunjuk muka masam pasal dia ja kan??

Satu keburukan sa ne kan, kalau sesapa ja buat jahat kat saya, samaada sengaja ka tida, sa akan ingat sampai bila2, tak kira kamu ne siapa!! tapi tingu juga la jenis jahat dia sampai mana, apa status kamu ngan sa, rapat ka tida.. sa ne jenis yang tak dapat rapat bebenar ngan sapa2 ja... tapi kan kalau sa suda tersalah pilih orang, terutamanya yang satu yang sa sdg m'umpat ne aiyaaa... susa2..

Sa ne terlampau sensitif ka? Bergantung la kepada laras bahasa kamu kalau kamu mau menyakat saya, ok sakat2 tu boleh2 aja, jangan terlampau k? Terutamanya pasal agama, bangsa, pengurusan masa saya dan paling penting "apa sebenarnya peranan saya sebagai manusia secara amnya"...Kalau sa tebuat salah silap, sa merayu sama kamu laaa... tulung tunjukkan di mana, bagaimana, macamana dan kepada siapa... jangan bagi yang berkias-kias sa paling nda suka tuh.. macam ala bukan gini la, kamu sala gini la, gitu la... kalau pandai sangat, cuba la keluarkan ilmu di dada tu sket, jan tamaha!!



p/s: Adui masi HOT lagi ne~~