Y UMP Y?!!

Haizz tak habis2 lagi ngan masalah air... yg para pentadbir suruh sabar 3x.... dui yaii... this is water we're talking about!! Hello? Sini bukan negara kelas ketiga tau?!! Napa pla minda korang berkelas tiga nih?!! Suda besa ngan masalah air, cb la cr penyelesaian yang konkrit, nda payah lagi balik2 ada masalah kronik mcm ne, kalau tia dpt pun jan la sampai myebabkan pelajar menderita, pakai bus lagi kunun, jam 8.30 suda kena sedia kat bus stop... mimang gilak... apa tida exam sa start jam 9!!

Geram tul, tapi bukan sa ja. Perkara begini memang luar kawalan kita, cuma situasi ini terjadi pada masa yang sangat SALAH... mungkin ne ada bagusnya, biar dorang rasa bagaimana tertekannya kami, cb kalau teda air masa MINDS, hah nanti lari trus pelajar baru tu.. korang sanggup ka kalau itu terjadi??

Ish.. sem ne paling teruk stakat ne...

Hellz

Yeah I'm in hellish moment, apa tidaknya masalah air tia pandai settle2!!! Bikin gerigitan tul, dah lah masa final. teda smgt mau study sbb otak kering sudah!! Tau la mslh air ne mslh biasa, tapi kan yg sa heran masa ada air pun mana ada inisiatif mau berjimat? paip pun biar ja mengalir berterusan. Tu lah balasan kali tu, byran utk air yang Kami semua BAZIRkan!! Sedy nya org yg caring pasal air pun kena tempias mslh air ne!! Sudah sudah la pasal air ne!!?? Mintak tlg la, cepatkan sket baiki apa2 pun pasal air teda..haizzzz

The Hardest Test at the moment..

Final examination is getting near, I'm supposed to revise for upcoming exam, but I'm getting stressed by by outer surroundings,such as.... no water, no motivation, insensitive individuals.. All i can say is this is the worst sem so far..

Well the factor that I dissapointed the most is the individual factor. People nowadays r just getting in my nerves more and more.. well I guess its because Its final, so everybody is getting stressed.

I'm feeling like running away lah.. and I will do it starting now!!

Finally I got something to say.

the strengh that I'm pursuing is getting far away.
The bad attitude I'm trying to ignore is coming closer.
Annoyed with some1, angry&upset with some1, dissapoint with
myself, worry. worry and keep on worrying.

How strong am I, did I just act strong the whole time?
Just Pretend that I'm though in other's ppl eyes?
Then?
Why?
I'm still like this?

Why? I keep on asking this?
The doubts, I hate them!!

I kept on enviousing to some1 whose are better than myself...
in everything, physical, IQ, EQ, skills, which i knew i can
improve these all by myself.

but, this feeling.. that I've been hiding for soo long
is gushing out slowly.. like a time-bomb.

I'm sad, really sad.. i want to let it go
i want to cry, but my ego wont let me

I need someone, but who?
I'm tired of choosing the wrong one.

tears, I havent let them out lately..
I'm too worry of what ppl might say if they saw me
crying..

God, oh god, r u busy? I need u now, can I have time to talk with you?
Silly question, I know you've been here for me.. It just that I've ignore you
so many times, I'm ashamed to face u, u love me, I knew... but I didn't love
you the same way you did yet, and I'm really sad with this fact.

Its just that, I'm afraid with your answers...unable to do what u told me,
even the basics ones..

I beg u, oh god, guide me.

I'm supposed so...maybe

sa tulis dalam Melayu la k??

Tiket kapal suda diawalkan, ponsikou mama ku sayang <3

Minggu ne ada kuiz dan TEST Math... Uii na~~ bagussss -bagusss (dalam hati mcm mau lari jak hehhe)

Rabu ne ada Product Exibithion for Technical English, sa kira rasa yakin juga la, cuma takut kurang markah, 40% markah banyak gilaaa tue!! O_o

Minggu ne, spatutnya bt presentation utk POM, =_=" lum buat lagiiiii la, astaga..

Quiz linear programming, tulung laa buat khamis ne!!! Astaga ada reheasal MPC lagiii adui yai!!


Hehe sa sbnrnya tak juga cemas2 ne, saja mau luahkan beban di hati, byk pikir2 pun tak guna ooo.. tau da

Head Spinning....

Well lots of stuff to be done this month I guess, test, assignment, project yeah the same things again.. Tonight I Think of hibernating from all these for a while.

Here's my list of worries;

MATH, I got headache for just thinking about it, do you know I finally memorize the sifir darab when I was 11 years old, and I suck at math generally, OH god the new topic really bothers me, once in a week in hell of Mt lecture is more than suffocating to me...*sigh*

titas, the project, *sigh* I just want to quit thinking about it, no comment lor.

Thats all la, bless to the Lord.

p/s I converted my roomates into liking Korean series already muahahahahaha!!

Meh~~~

Keboleh serapan tekanan/stress akibat tugas2:

Dalaman, ok sa makin jadi penyabar suda...

Luaran, alala ketara betul nda dapat ahahahahaha!!

Pasal apa sa tertekan skrang ne? Ala biasala la tuh, faktor kemanusiaan ^^"

Ok la itu ja..


p/s: sabar ja laa, apa buli buat kan?

Sibuk yang nda sepatutnya...

K saya post sini dalam Bahasa sebab sa perlukan bimbingan langsung daripada ibubapa dan kawan-kawan ku yang tersayang. Hari ne sa tension gila oo, apa nda sa langsung tida biasa ne mo urus2 ne urus itu.. Paling sa gerigitan skali yang pasal camping, projek dan aktiviti, hampir bertindih tarikh ngan kerjarumah... betul2 la sa risau ne assignment sa nda dapat siap sebab kena buat ne semua... Kalau kamu semua mau tau... Saya langsung tia dapat uruskan masa saya oo, SEBAB SA TIA PANDAI ADA PAHAM!! wuaa ne la ne kalau gerigitan yang betul2 suda.. ne sa taip sine kan sebab sa teda tempat lain lagi bah mau mgadu ne, dan yang lebih teruk, sa nda suka kana bagi nasihat drp sesiapa pun pasal ne, sebab sa snang terasa bah macam sa seolah-olah nda dapat urus diri sa sendiri, jadi yang sa mau sekarang ialah SOKONGAN BUKAN NASIHAT!!! Jan cuba ajar sa apa yang patut sa buat!! Sebab sa tau suda!! Persoalan skrang ialah adakah situasi akan memberikan saya peluang untuk melaksanakan rancangan saya..

Sa nda dapat meminta maaf atas kekasaran bahasa saya hari ne, yala cuba kamu berbahasa formal yang berabis betul tapi dalam masa yang sama ko sedang betul-betul marah, kamu dapat buat ka?? Mungkin luaran buli la tapi dalam hati? Pikir-pikir la sendiri.

A bad day today..

BAA LAU BA UBA LAU BA LAAAUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!

I should say this If my mind starts to operate like hell... OMG lots of outputs than inputs oo, in Fact I haven't produced one yet!!! Gimme a break for a sec...
oh no here it goes again.... BAAAA LAU BAAAA UUUUUU BAALAU BALAUUUUUU...

Tsk..tsk.. mulau suda sa ne~~

A real Migrain for the first time

Yup at the title said, I'm having a disturbing headache! This is bad because if my head feels painful, I CANT STUDY.. Seriously... I assume the reason on why I got such an useless pain is because I got too much to think and worry about in my brain... Oh here my list of thoughts and worries;

1. Principles of Management
(a) The assignments, I DON'T KNOW THE FORMAT and where the hell I'm supposed to get the conclusion, organisasion plan, human resource management etc etc..
Plans to solve this: Meet the lecturer and ask him, BUT I want to know HIS OFFICE, where is he? I got the raw material already, then how do I edit them according to the task given to me?
(b)The book, OMG soo damn thick! I want to read it but soo little time to do it!

2.Occupational Safety and Health...
(a) I'm confused which material should I choose, I mean which Industrial Accidents to choose?
Plan to solve this: Again, meet the lecturer about this matter, I know where she is, BUT I don't get it, what to ask her?
(b) Presentation: In the name of god, this is easy... but there's additional tasks left to do, about the members and giving some "extra" conclusion.. *sigh*

3. TITAS
(a) I WANT TO PRESENT ASAP! I'm tired of prepare and prepare and prepare, let me be spontaneous That's my style!!!
(b) When should I read this subject, So worried about the Quizzes!

4. Matematics
(a) *waves white flag* Please, I NEED SERIOUS HELP!

5. Malaysian Studies
Nope for now

6. The Camps, taman Gelora and St. Thomas Church, PLEASE CLARIFY THE DATE ALREADY!


Phew.... so here are my list of complains... hope you do enjoy reading it, maybe la ehehe..