this season is tiring my body, mind and soul... for a good reason

Because its Lenten Season my dear friends...

yup walaupun dgn assignments yg berlambak2 cam mau buang ja p laut suma tue, saya sedar melalui penderitaan kecil saya ini teda tandingannya dengan apa yg tuhan Yesus Kristus telah lalui demi "assignment"nya sendiri, iaitu menyelamatkan anak2 Bapa yg dibuai dengan dosa2 mereka dengan mengorbankan dirinya di Kayu Salib...

Lots of things happened, shit happens, but the good events managed to cover up my sorrows. My days with friends has been the most precious time I had recently few days ago. Sometimes I complain a lot, and forget about Him... but this time I really do forget, this Lent season seems to make me understand that He never forgets about me and remind me that He is always there.

But what makes me sad now is.... I still haven't changed a bit, still the crazy-ass lazy-girl... sleeping hours is my best friend for now, and my campus work, I treat them as my enemy... an enemy which I suppose to love, because through them I can get my results with flying colors... I really want to improve my GPA this semester, and my course assessment seems the only way that I must go through...

Now the questions is, am I doing my best so far? I can guarantee you that I tried, but am not sure whether I did what I promised or not.. one thing for sure is.... my efforts are not enough! I felt that I wasted a lot of time sleeping and idling thus doing smt else besides study.. and sadly Im still doing it..

For the rest things, I gained new experiences unrelated to my campus life... gotong-royong at St. Theresa lets me taste the most delicious foods (porks ehehe), meeting Mr.Greg and the committe from ASAYO KLCC has opened my heart a little bit, I saw a bit of Fr. Danny's true color and Cap Goh Mei (Previously known as Chinese New Year) dinner at Mexico Hotel was awesome!! I enjoyed them soo much till my burdening feelings on my work has ease out a bit.. but they are worth it!! Can't tell much about it, Im not a good grandmother storyteller.. better u read my friends blog instead..

Till then.. see ya..

p/s: Ya Bapa di Syurga, tolonglah saya dalam memperkuatkan iman saya demi terus mengingatiMu serta lindungilah saya dari anasir2 yang bisa menyelewengkan matlamat saya, Amin...