Finally I got something to say.

the strengh that I'm pursuing is getting far away.
The bad attitude I'm trying to ignore is coming closer.
Annoyed with some1, angry&upset with some1, dissapoint with
myself, worry. worry and keep on worrying.

How strong am I, did I just act strong the whole time?
Just Pretend that I'm though in other's ppl eyes?
Then?
Why?
I'm still like this?

Why? I keep on asking this?
The doubts, I hate them!!

I kept on enviousing to some1 whose are better than myself...
in everything, physical, IQ, EQ, skills, which i knew i can
improve these all by myself.

but, this feeling.. that I've been hiding for soo long
is gushing out slowly.. like a time-bomb.

I'm sad, really sad.. i want to let it go
i want to cry, but my ego wont let me

I need someone, but who?
I'm tired of choosing the wrong one.

tears, I havent let them out lately..
I'm too worry of what ppl might say if they saw me
crying..

God, oh god, r u busy? I need u now, can I have time to talk with you?
Silly question, I know you've been here for me.. It just that I've ignore you
so many times, I'm ashamed to face u, u love me, I knew... but I didn't love
you the same way you did yet, and I'm really sad with this fact.

Its just that, I'm afraid with your answers...unable to do what u told me,
even the basics ones..

I beg u, oh god, guide me.

I'm supposed so...maybe

sa tulis dalam Melayu la k??

Tiket kapal suda diawalkan, ponsikou mama ku sayang <3

Minggu ne ada kuiz dan TEST Math... Uii na~~ bagussss -bagusss (dalam hati mcm mau lari jak hehhe)

Rabu ne ada Product Exibithion for Technical English, sa kira rasa yakin juga la, cuma takut kurang markah, 40% markah banyak gilaaa tue!! O_o

Minggu ne, spatutnya bt presentation utk POM, =_=" lum buat lagiiiii la, astaga..

Quiz linear programming, tulung laa buat khamis ne!!! Astaga ada reheasal MPC lagiii adui yai!!


Hehe sa sbnrnya tak juga cemas2 ne, saja mau luahkan beban di hati, byk pikir2 pun tak guna ooo.. tau da

How's strawberry taste like?

Finally my childhood dream to be able to actually taste the fruit that I dreamed of to eat come true!!! But its kinda disappointing la, its not that good in my imagination, I think I bought the almost matured ones, thank god i gave half of the whole packet to my friend at other block, I managed to finish them today with the help of my roomates, It was very souurrrrrr!! I mix it with chocolate milk (really the expensive but oh well) but it still taste the same..tsk tsk

Oh just now, we were looking for the airport to change the date of our depatures using Airasia, too bad we lost, really2 lost, poor my friend who's one of the driver, it was not your fault dear dont worry about that ^_^

p/s..why the strawberry milk dosen't taste like the original one?

Holiday/honey moon no more TT^TT

This october month onwards, I have to do my revision because the final examinations are coming soon. So I want to give my all this time. BARABIS gitu.. oh btw, the trip to Penang was AWSOME hehehe.. you'll see at the Varsity Student later on so look forward to it ^_^