The Lowest Level of My Roller Coaster

whatever it is, during the holiday after Melaka trip, my lifes goes upside down, I was bedridden for almost 4 days, messed up my interview, havent finish my assignments, I'm getting lazier, I got tired easily, I get emotional too soon..I forgot about God, forgot to pray.. in short, I felt like HELL right now and I dont like this situation at all.. Too much toxin is currently resides in my body.....