Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Project Phase 2: Pictures that makes me *nosebleed*


BISHIES!!

Bishies, a Japanese term "Bishounen" which describe a beautiful young male/boy, Biseinen on the other hand refers to beautiful older man (not that old)....... unlike beautiful girls/woman, they only can stick to one gender, while Bishies CAN disguise themselves as girls and looks equally pretty as real shoujos (terms for girls)


Enjoy my latest addiction of Bishies >.<







Artwork by: Heise
she really got talent of drawing beautiful males *^_^*


For real live Bishie, I chose Ikuta Toma from Hana Kimi Series!!

His strongest appeal: Round Eyes #>.<#
2nd strongest: His humourous act

AAnnd most of all: His childish look!! He is still young lor.. still 25, his birth date is after my birthday.. Kyaaa!!

Project phase 2 to be continued....





Saturday, September 12, 2009

Project Phase 1: Pictures that makes me *Scream*

CATS!!! I can't stand them, there're wickedly adoreble!! A cat with a brush #^^#
" I miss my Tweety"
"Hey babe, what's ur name?" XD
Argggh!! mother and her child.. total moe~~
U're so cute I want to kiss/lick u *lick3x*
I can't stand cats.. whenever I see them, I want to hold them, hug them, squeeze them.. uhuhuhuh

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Dey Risaunya Hatiku

Hmm......Today I messed up my Mandarin Test, I did not pay enough attention for what miss Yong (subsitute lecturer) asked,I answered wrong for 2 questions.. Oh Gawd that really threaten my MIS test soon, I cannot be too overconfident, and yet can't be too scared.. Whatever I revise right now does not stored into my memory, that freaks me out right now!!!

I checked my coursework so far, I'm SOO NOT satisfied with the current result I got.. aiyoo...

Oh the exam schedule finalised for real, too bad my holidays seems too short this year, only one and a half month long, I dont care I want to go back. I checked the ticket price, *sigh* I really need to plan my travel..

Huh raya holiday, i dont have any bombastic plans due to overload assignments, execpt journey to Johor for ICG, nothing else I planned so far, better be that way..

P/S: Why la my tounge does'nt respond during the Report Interview... Gahh I want to take an English class!!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Emo nya~~~

Adui sedynya, ntah napa tiba2 dtg sedy sa ne.. rsnya pasal study la ne, iyala makin byk kerja tp lambat tul mau siap kerja2 suma ne, rasa malas. memang malas gila, ntah pasal apa, sa dgr radio lawak tadi pun tak mau ketawa. Tp kalau tingukan sem lepas, memang normal la kalau perasaan tawar suda mau sambung pengajian, tp skali mau dkt final suda berabis pula mau belajar ne...ehehehe

Lg sedy sebab sa rs mcm terpinggir sedikit dari semua teman2 sekalian, bz ngan assignment, pastu ada program2 lain, pastu byk minggu sd nda tedatang g church. Huh~~ Iyala bygkan dorang macam2 wat benda bersama2, makan sama2, jalan2 sama2, sia pla duduk ja kat bilik menghadap laptop bt hal sendiri, ada jg rasa "jelous" ngan sstgh individu, itu la pasal..

Hantam ja lah..

Hmm, only now I update smt with smt to write abt, what about it?!! Time always constrain me to do this thing la.. hmm
Im making excuse again ne~~ A lot of time passes by, of course lots of "event" happened. I only feel like writing after
read one of the blogger's page. Huh.. He is so "passionate" for posting his blog lar.

I formated my laptop, just to get the latest version of Microsoft Office,
Well i got it, the software, only to find out I loss more than
I got, my ACD, movie maker, and most tresured My language setting.
But I like my new version of OS very much... with a little of regret..

Oh yar yar, abt the project I mentioned abt.. huh things always postponed
unintentionnaly, sorry about that. But I WILL happen no matter what...

Arrghh!! panat btl mau speaking ne.. vocab sampai skarang blum te"polish"2 lagi ne.
Napa la br skrg sa menaip sne? Huh snang ja, sebab sa keBOSANAN, patutnya sa bt assignment
tau2 sa bt benda lain, aish memang dari dulu.

aeh, malas pla jari sa ne.. ba sa chow dulu. chiaosu~~

Ehehe, sa update lg layout sa.. so nampak mcm ok sket la, mungkin la

Sunday, July 19, 2009

New sem is here!!!

Its been a while since I updated my blog, for your information, I changed my layout, and I kinda like it, maybe a little more ehehe.. There is smt I wanted to do for a very..very long time!! I'm about to start sooner.. so get ready for it ^_^

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

ProMinds and Holidays

sayang seribu kali sayang, teda sa dpt gambar2 masa prominds.. bagus kali cuti ne sa beli kamera yang sa mampu beli trus bgambar puas2 ehehe.. tym tu mmg menarik skali ngan kesusahan yang terlampau menderitalah tersgt2 kui3x.. crita pasal tue lain kali jak la.. bye.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

my name is mine only..

Semua orang mesti bernama, sedangkan Tuhan pun ada nama-Nya yang tersendiri. Kita semua dilahirkan mempunyai nama..
suka atau tidak dengan nama kamu tu terpulang sama kamu, kalau tak suka, mustahil tiada iktihar utk tukar nama kan?

Heh, sengaja sa cakap pasal benda ni, Sebenarnya jauh di sudut hati sa.. sa betul2 tak suka jenis orang yang sengaja
mempermainkan nama seseorang, OK kalau sekali sekala sekadar bgurau tiapala juga, tapi tanpa km sedar, apa yang kamu
guraukan tu akan jadi ikutan org, maksud saya kalau 1 org ni panggil kamu dengan nama ****, org lain secara automatik
pun juga akan panggil kamu ****, jadi tpksa la yg empunya nama tu dgr namanya yg salah tu berulang kali... tu baru setakat nama, kalau gelaran yang macam2 tu satu hal lagi.. Sa ne jenis yang
susah membiasakan diri dengan gelaran yg org bagi, kadang2 tu gelaran yg di"cop" kan kpd sa tu mmg menyakitkan hati, tapi
demi menjaga persahabatan kunun, tpksa lah sy bersabar.. ala masa bebudak la...

Tym sekolah sy dulu, ne satu cigu ne, malas sgt nak faham sebutan nama sy, dia sebut saja nama saya Cheeta, so automatik yg murid2 lain pun ikut la ba kan?
hish bukan bebudak tu pandai sgt membaca... sebut sajalah sebutan yg betul mcm lah susah sgt..

Masuk ja sekolah menengah, sa tak sanggup lagi disebut nama gitu, bila saja org sebut nama sa yang salah, saya akan betulkan, tak kisah berapa kali dia mau sebut pun
saya akan betulkan juga, sa tak peduli... kalau dorang tak puas dgr sa betulkan sebutan, sa lagi la tak puas hati mendengar nama yang salah berkali2

Sampai skrg masuk U ne, adei masih berlaku jg perkara ne, tiapaa kamu sebut salah, saya akan betulkan, sampai Otak kamurang yang "bertagar" sa kasi kilat balik
kalau masih bertagar jg, ertinya degil tak mau sebut nama yg betul, sorry sa tak akan putus asa, kalau sa tak layan kmrang ertinya salah kamu sendiri tak pandai sedar2.

Sekian tuk hr ne..

P/s: Nama Kristian sa lebih senang nak sebut kan? So jgn pula pandai2 modify nama tu, sa minta tlg atas nama Tuhan.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Lyrics of Maksim - Otpuskayu/ Letting go..

Russian
Отпускаю
Я не могу дышать мне не видно неба
Я не могу понять был ты или не был
Ветром по волосам,солнце в ладони
Твоя...

Красные облака вечер ударилp в спину
Я с тобой так легка я с тобою красива
Бешанно так в груди
Бьеться сердце твое

Отпускаю и в небо
Улетает желтыми листьями
Наше прошлое лето
С телефонными глупыми письмами
Отпускаю и слезы
Высыхают на ресницах
Но как же синие звезды
Нам с тобой могли присниться

Рано еще не быть поздно уже поверить
Я не могла любить я не могла измерить
Месяцы за окном солнце в закатах с тобой
И отпускаюсь вниз и поднимаюсь в небо
Я не могу понять был ты или не был
В сотнях ночных дорог ты остаешься со мной

Letting go
I cannot breathe, I can't see the sky
I can't understand whether you were or if you were not [here]
[touching] On the hair with the wind, the Sun in the palm/hand
[I'm] yours...

Red clouds, evening hit [us] in the back[part of body]
I'm so light with you, I'm beautiful with you
Furiously in the chest
Your heart is beating

Letting go and in the skies
Flies like yellow leaves
Our last summer (to make sence - read this line first, then the second one, then the first one)
With the stupid telephone letters
Letting go and the tears
Are drying on the lashes
But how could the blue stars
Come in the nightdreams of you and me?

It's early not to be, it's late to believe
I could not love, I could not measure
months behind the window, the Sun in the sunsets with you
And I'm getting down and I'm rising up in the sky
I can't understand whether you were here or you were not
In hundreds of night roads you stay with me

P/s: A beautiful song from a russian Singer, Maksim..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Things are recovering~~

Thank god, the water's here, people r behaving more like humans ehehe, hopefully it will stay that way for a long time...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Dear Roomates, If only you read this, Which I don't wish you guys will do~~

Dear girls..


Do you know how disappointed I am for how you guys think of me?
Today I almost messed up at final because of my inablity
to let it go about what you said no matter how much I prayed.. but I'm grateful the paper was over.

Just assuming my decision as "selfish" is totally unfair to me.
For your information, I changed my roomates is mainly because
I'm concerned about my future, all my future roomates are my own
coursemates, because I WANT TO STUDY.. what am I as the U student
if i dont so what I'm supposed to do?

I've been silent about this for a very long time, my patience has gone
out for good, at least I havent said it directly to you guys,
I like you guys, really, but I HATED your "speaker voice"..
especially at wrong timing, that's very rude behavior/attitude girls..
You dont even have the slightest respect of sm1 who is sleeping/need rest
I hated them(speaker) soo much, but I kept silent because I don't want
to shout at you back, if you thought that I'm deaf during my sleep, thanks but no thanks because I'm totally ungrateful of what you think.
Then whenever comes my turn to be a little bit selfish, you kept demanding..
I MIND that for a long time...

Girls, I'm sorry for treating you like this, not even single one of
u r talking to me now, because for my own desision. But I dont think the
blame is all mine, Its how you treat me previously made me do this,
I really think we dont suit each other, better for you find my replacement.

God forgive my sins for being like this, as I forgive them for what they said (really hurtful words).... amen

The most stupid question ever asked...

"Awak ne bukan "laut" ke?"

Yala tue, mentang-mentanglah sa tak pakai tupi macam kamurang (sebab sa mmg tak pakai la!!), lepas tue mengintai lagi IC sa, adei punyalah "rasist" soalan tue sa fikir, sendiri pandai2 fikir la, kalau kat gambar sa macam tue, konfirm la ba sa Non-Muslim, napa nak tanya lagi??

Im seriously sensitive whenever sm1 asks me about my race, especially on how they ask it. "Aw "laut" ek?" "Kmu ne org Sabah/Swk ke?"... What's wrong with u guys??

Well for your information, I have a double race (mix), half-indian and half-kadazan-dusun, and I have great trouble of admitting either one of the race because I don't want to discriminate my other's race, I really don't like the mix-term race, such as Chindian la, Kacukan la, ang mo la... *sigh*

Kalau korg betul2 nak tau bangsa saya, saya akan jawab dengan panjang lebar, sampai korang faham sa bukan setakat berdarah India saja, saya juga bangga sebagai anak dari kelahiran bumiputera, ibu saya berhempas pulas bergadai nyawa melahirkan saya, sampai hati korang tanya soalan yang seolah-olah menidakkan identiti ibu saya!!?? Tak sengaja?? Alasan ja tue!! Cuba la fikir soalan yang sesuai sikit.. Sebenarnya dr soalan tu ja pun sa dah boleh tau korang ne jenis manusia yang mcmmana...

But before I suggest you guys to change your mentality first, its better for me to check myself first, to make sure I'm not one of you "etnosentrisme" fanatics!!

Test, bukan sekadar kertas mengisi kertas kosong

Ujian dari segi mengadapi tekanan emosi (emotional intellingence) adalah tekanan yang paling berat utk saya hadapi. Kalau final, buka buku baca... berdoa dan jawab periksa.. berbanding dengan konflik ngan persekitaran, hmm masalah bahagian sini lebih besar.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

I don't like to care abt other ppls bussiness

Because its simply not my nature to be busybody, your private matter is yours alone!! That my priciple... supposedly you cant stand with your problem, better share it amongst your close friends and families only..

Y UMP Y?!!

Haizz tak habis2 lagi ngan masalah air... yg para pentadbir suruh sabar 3x.... dui yaii... this is water we're talking about!! Hello? Sini bukan negara kelas ketiga tau?!! Napa pla minda korang berkelas tiga nih?!! Suda besa ngan masalah air, cb la cr penyelesaian yang konkrit, nda payah lagi balik2 ada masalah kronik mcm ne, kalau tia dpt pun jan la sampai myebabkan pelajar menderita, pakai bus lagi kunun, jam 8.30 suda kena sedia kat bus stop... mimang gilak... apa tida exam sa start jam 9!!

Geram tul, tapi bukan sa ja. Perkara begini memang luar kawalan kita, cuma situasi ini terjadi pada masa yang sangat SALAH... mungkin ne ada bagusnya, biar dorang rasa bagaimana tertekannya kami, cb kalau teda air masa MINDS, hah nanti lari trus pelajar baru tu.. korang sanggup ka kalau itu terjadi??

Ish.. sem ne paling teruk stakat ne...

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Mana gambar sa?!!

Haha manada owh!! Kalau mau tingu jgk p ja kat frenster sa..

Sa jenis yg suka kerja kat belakang tabir, tangkap gambar:buli, rakam video:buli
tangkap gambar sendiri:sorry ak nda mau!! Rakam video sendri: Jan Harap..

The truth is I don't really like to take picture of myself, long time ago My parents used to take a lot of pictures of me when I was a child.. the thing is i easily got sick whenever my picture is taken, sometimes I feel paranoid for every pictures that was/is taken, in harsher words, I hate my own pictures smtyms.. I felt those pictures is/was not really me, only few pictures that I liked.

Tu tida lah bermaksud sa langsung tak suka bergambar, cuma sa ne susa hati kalau sa tak puas hati ngan gambar sendri, kadang2 langsung tak menggambarkan diri sa, lebih teruk lagi sa risau org tingu sa dlm gambar cam tu, cam tu la org sangka rupa sy..

Itulah sbb sa tak letak gambar kat sne.. rsnya lebih baik korang tingu "hati" sa sblm tingu diri sa yg sebenar...

Hellz

Yeah I'm in hellish moment, apa tidaknya masalah air tia pandai settle2!!! Bikin gerigitan tul, dah lah masa final. teda smgt mau study sbb otak kering sudah!! Tau la mslh air ne mslh biasa, tapi kan yg sa heran masa ada air pun mana ada inisiatif mau berjimat? paip pun biar ja mengalir berterusan. Tu lah balasan kali tu, byran utk air yang Kami semua BAZIRkan!! Sedy nya org yg caring pasal air pun kena tempias mslh air ne!! Sudah sudah la pasal air ne!!?? Mintak tlg la, cepatkan sket baiki apa2 pun pasal air teda..haizzzz

Thursday, April 16, 2009

The Hardest Test at the moment..

Final examination is getting near, I'm supposed to revise for upcoming exam, but I'm getting stressed by by outer surroundings,such as.... no water, no motivation, insensitive individuals.. All i can say is this is the worst sem so far..

Well the factor that I dissapointed the most is the individual factor. People nowadays r just getting in my nerves more and more.. well I guess its because Its final, so everybody is getting stressed.

I'm feeling like running away lah.. and I will do it starting now!!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Gehh, ni pla sa wat time nak start final!!!

Aku tengok drama jepun daa! Mimang syok brabis, tak kering gusi tinguk dorang..



My Boss My Hero, adaptasi dari Movie Korea ngan tajuk yg sama, yg versi tu sa blum tingu la.. Pada suatu hari kununlah, ada anak gangster ne, Si Sakaki Makio, kat jepun dorang panggil Yakuza (AEEEE sa mimang minat gilak ngan golongan Yakuza!!) sangat kuat, sorang ja bulih lawan satu grp lain.... tapi syg btl dia ne bodoh sket, lah padahal bodoh tahap gaban la, dia pg kasi rusak peluang business yang bernilai 27 Juta, adakah tu mafia hong kong sudah offer 35 Juta, dia masih binggung tu bawah 27 ka tidak, alalala.. So bapa dia ne hantar la dia ne pg skola menengah,kalau dia tak lulus ngan diploma nanti adik dia Mikkio yg akan ganti tempat boss, tym ne memang lawak la, ada ka patut umur 27 (ketara tua suda) kana suruh pg skola astaga!! Tp nama dua beradik ne cumil laa!!

Sempat lg senyum bodo tym pukul musuh lah!

Skali kat skola suda....
"Bapak, napalah ko suruh sa masuk skola?!! KNAPA!!"

Yg paling sa suka, tingu Bishounen ne!! alahai cumil tul, cam perempuan loo..ehehe dia panggil lagi si Sakaki sbg Mikky, ahahahaha


Tp kalau si Sakaki Makio versi skola ngan versi Yakuza, dia nampak lebih "cool" versi Yakuza, yg versi skola tu mcm sia ketara berpura2 jd pelajar, tp lakonan student tu kadang2 terlalu neutral, alah mestila tunjuk rs kekok sket kan, anak yakuza ba tu...

Saturday, March 14, 2009

wisdom at its danger

Dalam bahasa Melayu la k? Kebelakangan ini sa semakin risau dgn apa yang melanda negara sy yang tercinta. Byk isu2 sensitif yg dilihat, secara serius mengugat keamanan negara kita tau!
Terutamanya isu Agama...tau sajalah pasal satu "perkataan" tue. Maaflah sy tak mau trus terang sgt. Secara peribadi sy betul2 tidak berpuas hati ngan apa yg kerajaan wat skrg. Sy dah baca
Utusan Malaysia, laman web dsb, secara terang-terangan cuba merosakkan keamanan kita semua. Risau btl sy dgn keadaan skrg. Sy tengok skrg semakin ramai org yang bersikap extrem lantang bersuara tanpa
memperdulikan sensitiviti sstgh pihak, baik Islam mahupun Kristian. Hal ini saya lihat sebagai TERAMAT SERIUS!! Skarang ini tak kira apa pun keputusan kerajaan berkenaan isu ini, sudah terlewat sebab
sudah ada tanda2 barah yang akan merebak, mungkin kalau tidak ditangani secara bijaksana, peristiwa 13 Mei mungkin akan berulang!!

Friday, March 6, 2009

Jum blajar Bahasa Jipun~~

Tema utk hari ini ialah bahagian anggota badan manusia:

muka= kao

mata=me

kepala=atama

tangan=te

kaki=ashi

hidung=hana

leher=kubi

pinggang=koshi

peha=futomomo

jari= yubi

ja matta!!

Topic : the ************ words

Ever wonder how the ****** words exist? I've been wondering myself, words like "bodoh", "celaka", "sial", "mangkuk" or in english like "idiot", "shit", "bastard", "Son of a beach", "F**k"??? WTF!!! How this shit existed anyway??!!

And what about the users who used this word like "eating rice" meaning applying to their lives everyday?? And what bout those who being called honourably by these words?? I kept wondering...Why these bullshit happens??!!

Well to relate it myself, I'm the user of these "cursing" words and mostly who's being the "target" to them, i mean the words..

What's soo good about it? Do you feel good when sm1 called u that way? I'm sure you're not happy with it, unless you're just inhuman.

How about the sensitivity? Yup ppl who is extremly sensitive about it and those who is totally Insensitive about doing this... Which category u are?

Smtimes I wish these "cursing" words just never exisisted, which i think its completely impossible to happen, there will be another words with same effects be created.

In these days, I see ppl surrounding r being just insensitive about using abusing words.. It just hurts, even if you're not the one to be called like that. Its just another form of aggresiveness. And the way they say it, its really like holding back your shit from coming out to hold your anger.

How to counteract this bullshits u ask me? Easy, just be patient. Lets just say if that person abuses that word to show he/she's angry, with whatever, ignore them, even its you being the victim.

If they're trying to provoke you? PATIENT... I know its not easy but its really damn important to be patient. If you feel like fighting back, its no use. You're just "pouring oil to the fire". Leave from that person if you must. Share with your friend, don't keep it to your heart.


may GBU..

Monday, January 19, 2009

What if...

what if you strongly dont like/agree with something or some issues being opened but having difficulty to fight over it? Yeah It happened with me at some point, its really "blood boiling" BUT if you know that you can't/ dont have enough point to prove your view, it just means that, in a positive way, you must find you strength and cultivate it, not just detect it (your strength) but you make a full use of it!! Even tough there's a high possiblity you can't do anything/ you're gonna lose, it doesn't mean you lost here, there's another time for you!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Random talk..

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate blogging!!!!

susah ja aku edit ne post tadi, tiba2 psl internet connection kacau.. panat ba mau taip!! F*** You stupid signal!!!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

A view about "romance" *goosebump*

hmm, how to start then? To put it simply, I strongly dislike romance, or anything to do with it, cuz I think its a bull****! Haha, no offence to those who like to romance2 thingy. Yeah I'm harsh but that's me..

Actually I used to addicted to this kind of thing, anything with "hint" of romance will put a silly smile on my face, even I tried to find hints on romantic feelings in Power Rangers kids show some time ago ahahhaha.. I loved it when I see 2 ppl loving each other in what ever way, used to watch romantic movies a lot, romantic series..

But now, the feeling slowly decreasing to the level of "need treatment", now I dislike anything about romance, maybe not all, if its in "high" quality mean its closed to reality and somehow believable...

Its sad for me to see many issues of social problem caused by this soo called "romance", hmm I see things from this point of view based from news and real situation happening to my eyes.. maybe I have view of parents already.. how to explain this... like feeling "worried" about having ur young child having special boyfriend/girlfriend, hmm something like that.

Everytime I see a couple, esp young ones, I feel uneasy, more like goosebump... how can someone so young even underage doing things like hugging, leaning close to each other, just to expres that they were "sooo in love"? I honestly thought they were more in "lust" than in love, it really irks me if those who don't even have a face of "couple"... totally annoying!

Moreover, I'm minimizing my preference to see any material related with romance.. like poems, story, movies, esp with those "Heart" and "love is Cinta" thingy. I never watched those, cause I felt annoyed with the trailer, and "love" was the main theme in those movies, which saddens me... whereas "30 hari Mencari Cinta" is quite enjoyable, its comedy and it really show how "hard" it is to find someone who truly is meant for you. "Effil I'm In love" was totally the worst for me, soo out of reallity in my opinion and I'm glad I've watched it cause I can expect which kind of movies will show this kind of "rubbish" again.

Well maybe this explains why I don't have boyfriend yet, I used to try, with someone who's totally honest to me, sentimental and sweet in my opinion, but I just won't feel anything to him, we used to do silly things like changing diaries, but.. but....maybe I expect to much from him, which he dosen't, then I want to be "friend" to him again, uhmmm the things is I can feel he was totally serious about about me, and feel "betrayed" of my action, and he won't talk to me like we did before.. I wonder where is he now? *sigh* what a childish moment those days ehehe..

But that gives me a really good reason not to find someone again, I know how it feels to be "rejected" by someone you really like/love. Even though I haven't experienced it yet. I don't want to hurt myself and anybody anymore, ehem I feel weird with my own self now...

This time, if I want to romance with some one, that would be the day that I will give my full commitment to that person, more like I'm ready to spend my lifetime with him, not trying things out whether we're compatible or not..heh that makes me more of don't want to do it!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

little things about my blog

If you're reading this blog of mine now, I can assure you that you guys are one of few ppl to read mine.. I have my own reason for this..

Firstly, I dislike publicity, I won't go around the net or even real world to ANNOUNCE that I have my own blog, that's not going to happen for now, you see the only place i ever reveal my blog is at friendster, CVSF forum blog, its to show (and I mean it) that I support this community truthfully, and my family also. About frienster, I only add someone I really know dear readers..

Secondly, I rarely update much from my blog, its due to uncontrolled situations.. I really dont like the non-up-to-date stuff ehehehe, that's why I don't want to bother someone who have the particular perspective like me to read my late updated blog.

Third, I have both strong and biased opinion about certain issues, and sometimes I may become a b*tch who just say things without considering the effects from my action. I'm a very careful person if I'm rational at my best, and things go "hell" If I'm not. Try reading through my entries and guess which post is describing my mood was.. you will know straight away. A warning though, don't try to test me after this about it, I may dislike you forever, as I did to someone... I'll tell you about it, its a long story. Trying to "repair" your image to me may take forever unless you can show your sincerity.

Fourth, come on! Do you really have time to read these entry of mine? Well if you do, thank you very much. I'm honoured. BUT I feel its better to do smt else than reading this ahahaa. This blog is MAINLY and ONLY about myself! Not others! I wont tell you about how great my friend is, how beautiful she/he is, how they helped me etc etc.. seriously, i don't want to ruin their privacy even the slightest. They may don't mind but things happen sooo.. that it!!!

Lastly, I'm all about freedom, freedom to choose how to do it and why doing it, regardless of other's ppl opnions.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Ajam (AZAM) tahun ne~~

ekeke kolo mau crita pasal azam menyajam ne, smua pun bulih huraikan bha kan? kan?

Hmm sa pun ada jg bha azam sendiri tahun ne, byk jg la sa mau buat, kalau difikirkan balik napa sa ne gitu2 jg keadaan sebab sa tak bt apa2 azam hmm hmmm..

Azam sa tahun ne secara kesimpulannya, sa mau lebih berdisiplin dalam segala hal uhuhu!!

ish sa chou lu!!

edit!!

Makin byk pula jemaah hj p makan sana cafe tuh, nda sedap pla hati sa lebih2 lagi ne gambar wallpaper sa ne ehehe..

Disiplin sa pula dalam macam2 hal jg la, tp yg paling penting pasal study gitu..
lps tu kecantikan diri dan masa.. malas pula sa mau huraikan pasal ne.. len kali la.. begegar ba jari sa menaip tahan kesajukan alala.

sini kat KLIA

ceritanya panjang sepanjang panjangnya, dipendekkan macam ne la...
flight sa dr KL p Kuantan kena cancel, nak confim btl2 kena cancel dr Air Asia ne satu masalah yang sangat rumit berabis, kolo btl di"cancel" ertinya kena cr alternatif len amacam mau sampai kuantan dan balik kat UMP, sama ada naik bus sambung menyambung ka atau naik ja kapal MAS, HUH ne dua2 cara ne sa blum lg pernah try ooo.. last2 pakai ja kapal MAS, atas faktor keselamatan, hmm gitula

So skrg ne sa tengah duduk kat KLIA ruang kedai kupi, doidogok satu jus biasa pun harga suda sama mcm makan tengahhari punya set?!!! trus tengah2 bosan ne ambil la laptop kat beg, men internet, tp takut2 jg mana tau diorang spy sa alalalla..

Sini sunyi jg laa.. sikit urang.. tiada nasip kolo nampak pelancung asing pun ada mat2 bangla sama nepal masing2 bawa kotak basar2, mcm plasma tv ja sa tingu tuh? tula yg menghairankan sangat ish ish...

jam 3.56, nda lama lg jam 4, sebelah kiri aku counterm makan, byk jemaah (mungkin kot) tengah order makanan..

nanti sa sambung lagi kolo ada lg k?